Just complete my ER exam today, mood was like relief? I think ER to me was a killer and all the while I had no confident with ER. But I guess I wouldnt score really well for this paper, my mind literally go blank. Dunno whats the problem with my pea brain.
Doc say my uncle is left with 3 months life, I wonder.. hw does the doctor measures the remaining life of a patient? I think its bullshit. He is very sad about it, keep tearing when we visited him.
But I try nt to be affected by this because I want to remain a positive mind and concept that this world is beautiful. :D
I have gif up on the thinkin of miracle, because I felt miracle doesnt happen to me at all, it just happen to my fren bypassing me. But dun worry I wont get emo over this, afterall, its just a miracle that I've praying on. :) No matter hw hard times are, I will still put a smile on my face.
I am officially certified,I have a strong feeling that I will get a F for my Er, nuttin is getting into my stupid pee brain!!!!!! Shit big time!
On the other note, I felt the invisible stress coming to me, I know! I know I will be busy like a lil bee tmr when I reach office, one full week of leave and I reckon big one will come after me. And Thurs having disposal after that gotta go for Law lecture.
And nw, I am searching high and low for my parecetemol that doc had prescribe me earlier on.. sob sob, sick at the wrong time!!! I wanna mati liao!!!!!
Next week econs! I cant wait for it to be over man! Do you knw hw a birdie feel when its being let out from its cage?
I am in the midst of preparing for my exam but I recieved a very bad news from my uncle. He's got liver cancer... He called all of my family members to his ward. He called my mum today evening and cry saying that He wanted to see us and talk to us... I Am really sad to hear that.. It reminds me of my grandpa, my father and Aaron.. Death.... something that we must go thru, we knw but yet aint prepared.
To everyone reading this, please cherish everyone ard you.
Today is my open ceremony of my new poddie!! Hee.. I had a hard time transferring the songs over..
I broke down infront of my manager today. I had no idea but tears just fill the brim of my eyes and I cant control my emotion. Yes he admit he is not aware this can be so stressful. All the reprimanding and insulting tones and stares from those ppl.. I can tell you its no joke. But one thing for sure I must be tougher than the toughs. No worries about me girls.. :) I will continue to put a smile on my face no matter how tough it gets.
I am very sad and disapponinted with myself. From the tones of those admin it seems that to them I am constantly making stupid mistake,wasting all their time to amend. Some even scolded me through the phone.. I dunno whats wrong with all this or the problem lies in me??
Please believe in me, I nv wanted all this stupid mistake to happen either.. I cant foresee and I am tryin to solve so hard that now, the passion just die down. I am not trying hard anymore. Everything seems so discouraging..
I just wish everything will get over and done soon. I drag myself to work everyday knowing I had to respond their email. Its a nightmare to me... Today I tot I could do my report peacefully and in the morning my mood was super nice but all the positive thinking was cast away by those admin!!! yes ADMIN!!!! 90 admins in my company.. no joke!!!
Very stress I know there will be more problem to come just that I dunno whats the real one.. Yes cheques!!! Lets wait and see
I splurge again... 170 bucks on a pair of levis jeans and 400 bucks on ipod touch but I am happy.. cos this is a way to destress. Mum is not happy when she saw me paying for the pair of jeans. Bcause I refused to get her the osim machine. :P
Got my Econs results and ER assignment back, i just got a just pass for my ER and is those super just pass result!! I was soo disappointed because I really did my best. Gotta really study hard for my exams.
But in this entry, I just want to say I am really fortunate to have a group of supportive friends and who really care for me during this beezay period and in fact I am really thankful for the help and the listening ears that you guys are willing to lend me. Hope you all know who you are. On another note, I realised I have a group of wonderful sch mates who console me upon knowing that i score badly. How wonderful can life be with such beautiful friends around me. Indeed god is fair..( if u r one who follow my entries throughout you will knw what am i referring to).
Will go and watch vcd to relax myself a lil and den read those law notes to prepare for tmr project. :) Did I say I have a group of cutie grpmates. Will take pics and post it in FB!
Today as usual I am very busy with my staff sales handling with the inventory and last min add in. I objected the person from giving me his order today, but no choice my big one ask me to add it in.
I am not coping well, I have not do my report.. I am so worried.
Exams are round the corner and I haven started my law project which makes me more intense.
Alot of things in my mind which I dunno how to sort it our.. Work and studies are equally important..
Work now doesnt seems to be like before..
On the other hand, a gal fren of mine is upset over her relationship stuff.. I really want to ask her out and talk but i've got no time.. I felt bad, because I believe at this point of time what she needs most is a pair of listening ears. Just like how I used to go thru.. And i believe what she needs to do know is to ask herself what she really wants and how deep she is in love with this guy. But not to forget, possession is nt love.. I felt love is to let go.
I dun understand about copyright!! Shit big time.. God cant help me this time.
Next fri gonna go pray grandpa.
I cant take it anymore,sometimes i felt I cant satisfy everyone.. and I shouldnt he having this kind of tots and I am going to stop what I have been doing, I am going to be more selfish. I think I still prefer to live in the world of my own.
It was a super hectic week as the staff sales commence. It wasnt as smooth as I expect. I was very stress... I got tons of work piling, reprt yet to do. Law project have yet started whereby the dateline is 16th Apr, we have not even start a single word.. and exam is coming.. I felt so confused and irritated by all this. I hope I will be able to cope. Face the challenge!!!
I miss kt and co... I am going to leave them temporarily for two months. sian...I missed those late night outs with them and the foerever nonsense talking session!
Goin to read my law notes...
Next weekend, thou its long weekend but its a bia bia bia weekend too.. we are going to bia our law project!
