A lil unhappy & moody today. Gotta knw that girl invited him and other frens to her house for dinner.I knw I shouldnt be thinking cos it doesnt concern me anymore, bt I just feel low.
Theres some prob with my blog template, it simply cant show the right date on top of each entry, i have no idea hw to change the html code.
I find dat I am getting more and more buzee!!!! Simply nt enuf time to complete my things, all done half way abit of pek chek.
Assignment due soon and I have yet started.
Yesterday was a super bz day, its the one month once disposal! After disposal still must wait for CH for meeting and guess what, after the meeting I was suppose to go for my lecture but its raining heavily I have to carry my ofc lappie and my sch bag and my super heavy lect notes without an umbrella walkaing to the guard house!!! Arggg
Lect was heavy yesterday, i nearly doze off.
I wanted so much to go out today, but cant, I have to at least start my assigment. Poor boonie
Finally the moo moo year arrives. Why did I say so... Its an unlucky year for me in 2008, everything seems to be going against me. Its alright I haf survived the hard time and hope this year will be a better year.
I went to Loyang and read the horoscope for moo moo year, it says that I will meet the right one this year and should be faithful to the relationship and I hope so too. For the relationship of other people, I dun care, as it doesnt concern me anymore. I dun want to procrastinate anymore =) I can sense that I am free from all this, and very soon, I will be back as usual.
I have a hard time looking after my granny this two days, my mum sprained her waist while trying to carry my granny from the bed to the wheel chair and I hurt my wrist. OMG... but seeing her in this state makes me real sad, cos we wont know wat will happen to us when we grow old. Things is so unpredictable and we shall cherish everything beside us be glad and contented with wat you have nw.
Lastly, I hope everything will be good to all my frens. Good luck will follow them wherever they go. God will look after them and gif them the best blessing.
I am sick at this point of time! Having fever and follow by its few khakis whichh is flu and sore throat. CNY is just one day ahead and I am at home sleeping.
Wanted to go and do the Arcylic Nails, but the price shoot up more than I expected. One set of Arcylic Nails cost 110 bucks and during the festive season, its doubled!!!!! Which means I have to pay 20 for 10 nails. Omg..... This is insane.
Granny is back, she told us this will be her last year at home with us. She wont have the chance to come back anymore. I am sad to hear that, but try not to show it else mum will be sad too.
Nuttin is coming outta my brain! I doze off staring at those notes, i think very soon i will be up the lorry liao.
I still dun understand Inustrial Relations in Asia, esp Singapore. Before I could digest, another hard topic to come. TMr having Business Law.. have to travel to Namely which is like at Bukit Timah la. Have to leave ofc ard 515, kaoz, can astro boy save me?? I was like try so hard to find out how to go to Namely Avenue... Imagine, waking up at 645 ( I dunno why its getting earlier and earlier), reach ofc at 8, work like mad dog, cheong to sch, den from sch cheong home. I still have 2 yrs to go... Endure Boonie Hu! Still must act carefree.. inside my heart already like gan cheong spider.
Couldnt be lei, I was suppose to have quite a good time in moo moo year, doesnt seems to be like it... Arh!!! i know, moo moo year haven really reach mah. Ok, set I am going to pray on the eve of CNY!!!!!
Sometimes I just want to be left alone, I've got lots of things in my mind, I have to sort my things out. When I dun talk doesnt mean I dun like, sorry but hope frens understand.
Very Stress up nw. I dunno wats my lect talking, alot of self studies and I have to do my assignment. :( Lecturer mentioned about Scandivinian Counties which I am pretty much interested. Wanna ask Andy lee abt it, he is good in such knowledge.
Fri went to watch Chibi2.. Its splendid! Your shud go watch, dunno, maybe I am interested in this kind of historical show thats why I love it. Hmmm but i sort of dun like Lin Zhi Ling in this movie.. But I guess Cao Cao deserve the ending, too arrogant and tot he'll win the battle... Lust plays a part too. Orbi good.
Ok yesterday went to buy 4 tops to complete the purchase of my new year clothings. Bought 2 tank tops from mango and two normal tops from cotton on. Went to ask for the price of Jill Stuart's blusher, I was shock when the sales girl told me it cost 85 bucks for the blusher. I mean its not very ex, but I din know that the price range were that high, even eye shadow palette cost ard 105 bucks. Its ok, kt going hkg... think she can help me bring in. :D After that meet Wee tat and Wee Lee at China town for dinner. Its so crowded there, and I'm being assigned to buy lap cheong back for my mum.. -_-"
Nw, I have yet to start spring cleaning of my room, its darn messy nw wif clothes hanging ard. You wouldnt guess that belongs to a room of a gal! Neway I saw this fone, is the same model as mine, just that it was printed with Paul and Joe's flowery design. I love it so much but its only available in Taiwan. :(
I fall in love in taking those abstract fotos recently. Will post those fotos up in my bloggie if i have the time.
Hi Yea everyone.. I have a great news, after a rigid diet, I managed to slim down by a few kgs. I must continue to shag a few more kgs away. Today I went to buy another pair of Levis Jeans... and nw I am able to fit in a size 29 slim fit!!!!! Kekekeke so happy.. yea thou size 29 is the is the largest among the slim fit range.. but I just feel happy cos normally I am a size 32! **Khakis!!! Pls assist me all the way to a size 28! I will love you all hoohoo**
Saw another levis ladies cost 229bucks.. shit I love it so much! But heng dun have my size, otherwise I could have spend 400 just in one hour. keke I still have so many jeans in my wardrobe that I haven wear. And I have enough for buttoms, nw is time to hunt for tops!
Have been loggin the SIM webby for my lecture notes, dunno wat happen the notes are nt up yet. :(
Chinese new yr is ard the corner.. nid to spend time to do spring cleaning which I hate most. Haha throw away old clothes gives the reason to accomodate new ones! Oh ya.. recently I found out that a few of my clothes mysteriously went missing, and I suspect someone is stealing my stuffs. Told my mum nt to hand those clothes outside! Shit that person for doing it and I hope his/her hands rot! TMD, I bought a top from future state and wore only once, but go missing!!!!!
I have change the songs in my playlist, love this song so much.
This incident really teach me to cherish and appreciate everyone around me.
I am darn worried for him.. I hope god will look after him and make sure he recovers. I hope god will gif him the will power and the strength to stay strong. I will pray for him.
My fren, I hope yr sunshine smile doesnt fade. I'll be here for you.
School was... hmmm.. I dunno how to describe, maybe I am still nt getting used to it cos it was just the first week. I hope I will get busier in order to ferget abt those unhappy stuffs. Thu & Fri.. Have Employment Relatons and I dun even know what the hell the lecturer is talking about. Shit.. have to put in extra effort on this subject. Pray hard for me everyone.
I think throughot this few months, I had the best sleep yesterday cos I was way too tired but I dreamt of him. In my dream, he arrange a surprise dinner and pass me a gift and at that moment I was touched. But I realise that it was only a dream when I woke up. Heart still pain but with no tears.. I guess I will got over him very soon. I told myself, I wouldnt give in all for the next relationship I think this is the best way to protect myself.
Today went for fortune telling for year 2009, actually not fortune telling more or less on my 2009's luck. Overall still nt bad, but that shifu say I must really change my temper and my stubborness.
I am wondering... hw many ppl out there will be reading my blog apart from my usual khakis? Will anyone like me out there.. who doesnt know me link to my FB and see my blog's link?
Yes I admit I am constantly viewing the picture of them visiting BKK in FB.. I was angry with that girl, angry why did she did such things..? But Panda was right... it takes two hands to clap.. you shouldnt be responding if she flirts with you. If you still love me and if you really care, the first thing is to care about my feeling like how I cared about yours. Anyway.. it doesnt matter to me anymore.
Girls out there.. sometimes aside from flirting I guess we somehow must think about the other party's feeling.
Hi Frens out there.. I am getting better and I have sort my things out. Thanks for those who really cares for me.. The late nights, the ktv, the soft toys and I am sorry If I have done anything that makes yor worried. I am not going to view tings of him again and I will not go and think of those nonsense stuffs. New life new start! I walk out of the church today and one lady commented that I look pretty with glowing skin. :D Thanks Mdm. I gotta stand firm this time.
On the other hand.. I had a blur start for year 2009, first of all... I tot I will be starting lesson on the 5th Jan.. So I happily went to sch with my barang barang. I waited patiently outside the lecture hall (lect starts 7pm) and den no one appears. I smsed my classmate and she din replied... 7.05 pm... no one still.. I got anxious and called my classmate. Guess what everyone??? I read the wrong time table!!!!!!!!! Ok.. wat a good way to start sch. And cos of travelling ard and didnt had my dinner on time, my gastric starts to hurt a lil so I tot of eating painkiller and I swear that I saw my name on the medicine packaging. Ok happily I swollow one and went to sleep.
Next day, waking up feeling that the whole house is spnning like madness and I cant even wake up.. gastric still pain and leg feeling wobbly. I was so scared and I cant even pick up my hp to call my mum which I tot I was dyin at that moment. So after resting for a while.. nt so giddy.. I faster get change wanted to go see doc.. meanwhile I was so panicked when I realise I ate the wrong medicine!!!! Siao liao lor.. Heng Heng after go see doc.. he gave me injection and I was well again..
New Year coming lo... Will acc mummy to shop for new year stuff this sat as well as go for fortune tellin. Keke... I know I very auntie la.. but just to cure my curiousity cos 08 was really suay till buay lin chu.
Time just passed so quickly and before realising, its already the second day of year 2009.
2008 was a super lousy year for me in every aspect, can nv expect ppl to be more suay than me.. serious. I went to see those fortune teller at the beginning of the year and he whatever he says just happen.
At the beginning of the year, in DHL, the management there just appear to dislike me no matter how much effort I've put in. They make my life difficult and starts to do all sort of funny action and request against me. After stablizing CS team, they just force me back to CN team as a call agent, telling me that's just a temporary decision. I strongly disagree with their arrangement and they force me to the corner of my comfort zone.. which left me with no choice.. I joined P&G in Mar. After joinin P&G, I lost my direction at first but slowly pickup.. I guess its becos of my boss and collegues around me that motivate me. Did I mentioned, I met a group of super good collegue? :D
Relationship was in a total mess.... We are loving .. super loving at first, which I tot we are stablize. I dunno what's got into me that I made a whole mess out of it. I broke up with him in Oct. Life starts to change.. and I totally change to a diff person. Thrills of memories btw me and him just nv fade or goes away. I will just made myself drink non stop.. not having any food like for a few days.. all these made my gastric worsen and have to go thru a series of scan which left me in agony. After one month,still decide not to gif up, I do watever things that could salvage the relastionship. Nevertheless, he still decide that he doesnt want to come back to me. I was utterly heartbroken and once again stick to the routine alcohol consumption again. Till my gastric cant take it.. Till i run out of breathe one day during my sleep. Now, I tot I could forget everything .. but I couldnt.. he just left for BKK during eve of new year.. and he informed me on the day he is flyin away.. which left me in pain again. What a way to end my 2008... meaningless. And till nw i am still persisting.. "I wish I could turn back time" often linger ard my mind.
On the other hand, I hurt a guy who had been ultra super caring for me for 7 yrs!!! And finally everything came to a halt.. I told him I cant accept him back and he suggested we should not contact each other anymore.
School is starting next week.. I hope everything could come to an end. I know it takes time to heal.. but i just want to be happy again.
